"You must be the change you wish to see in the world." Mahatma Gandhi
This past weekend, Ron and I were reminded of just that.
Ever since we knew we were moving to Thailand, we were determined to find ways to volunteer in this country we now call home. We wanted to get involved, learn about the less fortunate and give back after receiving so much. After a month of exploring and settling into our new home, we were getting restless.
We researched various orphanages and animal shelters in Chiang Mai before deciding on our big debut this past weekend! Little did we know how much we would be touched by the other volunteers and staff we worked with!
Our first stop was Animal Rescue Kingdom, or ARK, in Chiang Mai (http://theark-cm.com/). One of the rental agents that worked with us to find a house sent my information to his friend, Grant. Grant eagerly e-mailed me, anxious to meet with me in person and show me around his project! We were able to finally meet up this weekend. On Saturday morning, Ron and I woke up early to walk the dogs and get ready. We then drove 30 minutes north to a gated area with a large field. Grant met us out front.
After passing through 2 gates, we were greeted by over 100 barking, tail-wagging, 4-legged friends. The dogs at ARK are all rescues- they were abandoned or abused in some way. In a pack that rivals Cesar Millan's in the Dog Whisperer, the dogs were all able to be rehabilatated and cared for. There was a German Shepherd, several labs, and countless mutts. The stragglier the fur, the cuter they were! The dogs have about 4-5 acres of fenced land to run around and roam. In the middle of the plot of land is a large pond- perfect for swimming. At the far end of the property are some kennels for the new dogs, in-tact females and animals on the mend. There is also a large house where 2 of the staff members live.
ARK is solely funded by Grant, who owns a restaurant in Pennsylvania. He lives in Chiang Mai for about 1/2 of the year, caring for the dogs. The other half he's back in the US, working on his business and raising funds. It was amazing to see what one man's dedication and life's passion could do.
ARK currently must pay for a local veterinarian for their services, which includes about $60.00 for a spay. ARK has an animal technician that does most of the treatments and dog neuters (keep in mind that this is Thailand- you can buy almost any medication at a pharmacy without a prescription and licensing requirements are very relaxed). After discussing Grant's plans, we decided that I would be volunteering at ARK 1-2 times/month.
They are going to clean one of the rooms out for me and purchase more supplies. I will then be able to do their surgeries for them, as well as other treatments. It's not much, but it will help ARK out immensely AND help keep my surgical skills current. After saying good-bye to Grant, I was told that I was a God-send for being able to help. It was amazing to see how one e-mail could provide connections that will hopefully help so much! I'm truly looking forward to my time at ARK!
Feeling satisfied, Ron and I knew we weren't done. After grabbing a quick lunch, we headed on to our next destination- Baan King Kaew Orphange in the heart of Chiang Mai (http://www.baan-kingkaew-orphanage.org/). I had e-mailed several orphanages about volunteering and playing with the children. Baan King Kaew was able to facilitate Ron and I on weekends, and were eagerly awaiting our visit.
Upon our arrival, we were escorted to the 1-year old play area- a covered, fenced in area about 20 x 20 feet in size, full of soft toys, play mats and rocking horses. Inside were 8, 1-year old children: 5 boys and 3 girls, along with 3 caretakers. The majority of the children were abandoned- hospitalized first, and then brought to the orphanage. Some still have their birth parents around, but they are too poor to care for their babies (they visit the orphanage 1-2 times/year, when finances permit travel). One of the little boys has been matched with a family in Belgium...soon, he'll be at his forever home!
At first, the little ones were hesitant around Ron and I, but after about 5 minutes, they couldn't wait to be thrown in the air, cuddled or simply entertained with toys. It was amazing to be able to get them to laugh and smile. It was precious when they walked/crawled up to us, just to be held or sit on our laps. They didn't need much- just love and attention. It didn't take long before they were clapping their hands, jumping up and down and learning to give kisses :).
About half-way through our time with the children, I almost broke down in tears. I was holding 2 of the babies and just had this overwhelming since of sorrow/joy/guilt/obligation/I don't know what. Although I've been to orphanages before, I was never at a position where I could financially and mentally take care of a child. But since Ron and I are almost completed with our adoption process, it's a different feeling now. The children were utterly precious and it just broke my heart knowing that although they will always receive excellent care, almost all of them will never know what it's like to have a family, parents who love them, and a forever home. That really is a helpless, hopeless feeling. I know Ron felt it, too, as he had "quiet" moments just looking at the babies. We decided we're going to continue adopting after Aidan and Lanna if feasible.
Despite this heartbreak, we were filled with utter joy and amazement! We met another wonderful volunteer that day named Julie. She's from Scotland and has been volunteering at the orphanage for the past 4 years. At first, Julie came to Chiang Mai 4-months at a time for vacation. But after her husband realized how depressed she would be at home from missing "her babies," he had her move to Chiang Mai 10 months ago (her sons are in college and her husband works on an oil rig). Julie comes to the orphanage 5-6 days/week and helps play/feed/clean/clothe the 60 children. They all love her and call her "Mama." Julie's husband was also there and they all love him as well!
After talking to Julie and her husband later that day, we were awestruck by what they do! Together, they helped start another orphanage for Hill Tribe children to go to school. They fund this by selling Hill Tribe artisan crafts back in schools in Scotland. Additionally, they help build wheelchairs and assist the disabled in Chiang Mai. They said it doesn't take very much to make a huge difference in Thailand.
We were able to play with the children for about 2 hours before it was dinner time. Dinner was a bowl of rice/banana/vegetable/chicken puree and a cup of water. Each baby was to eat the whole bowl. Ron took Mr. Belgium (who was quite rambuncious) and got to work. After 15 minutes of trying to wrangle the little guy (including using a leg-lock), I asked Ron how he was doing. Despite all his efforts, he was only 20% done with feeding! I couldn't help but laugh at the sight of a 6'4" man be defeated by a 24" tall boy! One of the nannies took over and got Mr. Belgium to eat within 5 minutes! Good thing we'll have feeding practice before Aidan comes along!
Once the feeding was done, it was time for us to go. We're going to try to make it to the orphanage as many weekend days as we can!
We also found another orphanage today that's about 15 minutes away with 600 children! We hope to visit there soon as well!
So after a very busy Saturday, Ron and I were extremely touched by the volunteers we had met who dedicate their lives and life's savings towards helping others. It's wonderful to feel the positive energy of giving back and truly becoming part of the Chiang Mai community.
So this week, no matter what it is you decide to do, try to find time to "be the change you want to see in the world!"
Sunday, September 23, 2012
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
And now we wait....
This must be the most difficult time in the adoption process- waiting. Up until this point, although there was a lot of waiting, there were still lots to be done- more paperwork, more forms, more e-mails, more research, etc. If those were done, there was always a follow-up e-mail to be sent, a "pretty please" phone call to be made or clarification on what was being done.
But now that our paperwork is done, and we've been referred Aidan (in record timing, according to Ron: 3.5 months from application to referral), we now wait. We've been told that every week, we'll get a new report on Aidan- growth, weight, length and progress, as well as a picture or two. In this way, we'll be able to keep track our of little man's progress and development from afar!
The next step of this process is being assigned a court date. The Ethiopian government and court system are on their annual holiday, and won't reopen for another 2-4 weeks. When that is exactly, we don't know. This means that we won't be given a court date until the courts reopen. Once the courts are open again, we'll be assigned a court date, which is essentially our travel date.
We'll travel to Ethiopia about 7 days before our court date to spend with Aidan and see his beautiful country. Then, we'll go to Ethiopian court to appeal to legally adopt our son. Once we pass court, he'll be ours to love forever :)
So now we wait. At first, I thought this would be the most difficult aspect of the journey- knowing we have a son but we just can see/hold him yet. However, I've learned that staying super busy helps. Yesterday, Ron and I reviewed his development report that explained his ability to "coo," grasp fingers, lie on his stomach holding his head up, etc. Initially, I became really sad as I thought, "I'm missing all of this." But then I stopped myself.
Ron and I knew all along that we would "miss" a lot- the first "coo," the first time our baby tracks an object, recognizes a voice, smiles, etc. That's part of the deal. I then reminded myself of why we're really doing this- it's not so Ron and I can watch our son smile for the first time or first recognize a voice. That's not it at all.
We're doing this, the adoption, for Aidan. We're doing this so Aidan can actually smile for the first time and have so many things to smile and laugh about! We're doing this so Aidan can be in a stable environment to actually be able to recognize voices. We're doing this so Aidan can get proper nutrition so he can grow and be able to walk/run/play like a normal child. Never have we been in this for us- it's about Aidan.
All along, we've wanted to adopt a child in need to help that child. We've wanted to give children a chance at life they may never have had. We want to make them happy, have them feel love, be endlessly supported, go to school and grow to be caring adults.
So now when I read Aidan's reports and updates, I smile. I'm proud that my son is able to do those things and continue to develop and grow to do even more. I'm so thankful the police found him abandoned on the side of a road before others did- animals, disease, etc. I'm grateful for adoption agencies that have funding to hospitalize orphans and nurse them back to heal. I'm thankful for nannies at orphanages/foster homes to care for all those babies and give them the attention they need. I'm truly thankful that our son is alive, well and healthy.
So for the next 2-3 months as we wait to travel to Ethiopia to meet Aidan, I'm going to be proud and thankful. I'll be proud of my son for doing what he's able to and thankful that there are so many people along the way caring for him and helping him grow. I'll try not to think about what we're "missing," but rather, what Aidan is able to do and what we're giving! Our little boy will go from having everything about his family and past being "abandoned" and "unknown" to having a sense of belonging, a family, and endless love!!!!!
And in the meantime, we'll just keep researching Ethiopia, the state/district Aidan was found (which is mountainous with only 2-3 roads and very small villages), and flights :)
But now that our paperwork is done, and we've been referred Aidan (in record timing, according to Ron: 3.5 months from application to referral), we now wait. We've been told that every week, we'll get a new report on Aidan- growth, weight, length and progress, as well as a picture or two. In this way, we'll be able to keep track our of little man's progress and development from afar!
The next step of this process is being assigned a court date. The Ethiopian government and court system are on their annual holiday, and won't reopen for another 2-4 weeks. When that is exactly, we don't know. This means that we won't be given a court date until the courts reopen. Once the courts are open again, we'll be assigned a court date, which is essentially our travel date.
We'll travel to Ethiopia about 7 days before our court date to spend with Aidan and see his beautiful country. Then, we'll go to Ethiopian court to appeal to legally adopt our son. Once we pass court, he'll be ours to love forever :)
So now we wait. At first, I thought this would be the most difficult aspect of the journey- knowing we have a son but we just can see/hold him yet. However, I've learned that staying super busy helps. Yesterday, Ron and I reviewed his development report that explained his ability to "coo," grasp fingers, lie on his stomach holding his head up, etc. Initially, I became really sad as I thought, "I'm missing all of this." But then I stopped myself.
We're doing this, the adoption, for Aidan. We're doing this so Aidan can actually smile for the first time and have so many things to smile and laugh about! We're doing this so Aidan can be in a stable environment to actually be able to recognize voices. We're doing this so Aidan can get proper nutrition so he can grow and be able to walk/run/play like a normal child. Never have we been in this for us- it's about Aidan.
All along, we've wanted to adopt a child in need to help that child. We've wanted to give children a chance at life they may never have had. We want to make them happy, have them feel love, be endlessly supported, go to school and grow to be caring adults.
So now when I read Aidan's reports and updates, I smile. I'm proud that my son is able to do those things and continue to develop and grow to do even more. I'm so thankful the police found him abandoned on the side of a road before others did- animals, disease, etc. I'm grateful for adoption agencies that have funding to hospitalize orphans and nurse them back to heal. I'm thankful for nannies at orphanages/foster homes to care for all those babies and give them the attention they need. I'm truly thankful that our son is alive, well and healthy.
So for the next 2-3 months as we wait to travel to Ethiopia to meet Aidan, I'm going to be proud and thankful. I'll be proud of my son for doing what he's able to and thankful that there are so many people along the way caring for him and helping him grow. I'll try not to think about what we're "missing," but rather, what Aidan is able to do and what we're giving! Our little boy will go from having everything about his family and past being "abandoned" and "unknown" to having a sense of belonging, a family, and endless love!!!!!
And in the meantime, we'll just keep researching Ethiopia, the state/district Aidan was found (which is mountainous with only 2-3 roads and very small villages), and flights :)
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
PROGRESS!!!!!!
We hope you all had a wonderful weekend!
We wanted to take the time and update you all on what's been going on with the adoption and the strides we've made these past few weeks!!!!!! We also wanted to thank you all for the support you're showing us! We hope this blog is informative and debunks a lot of myths about adoption! If anything else, we hope it opens your eyes to adoptive families and they journey they took to achieve that!
For starters, our security clearances from every state we have lived in were finally completed on July 3rd! This was a huge step as it was a timely process and frustrating! The Army is great for a lot of things, but not for making you live in 8 different states in 12 years! Luckily, our research and perseverance paid off! In the end, we were able to have almost every state expedite our request to submit our clearances. And no, we don't have any criminal activity in any of the states we've lived in! This was such a huge step that Ron and I joked that Aidan was born in Ethiopia that day!!!!!
After our security clearances were in, our HomeStudy was completed by our Social Worker, Thea. She then sent the HomeStudy to her agency for a board review. After the board members reviewed and edited our HomeStudy, it was complete! Thea notarized the HomeStudy and sent it to us.
We were then able to send the completed HomeStudy to USCIS (United States Customs and Immigration Services). This completed our I-600A petition to adopt an orphan from a non-Hague country. We received an e-mail today from our case worker/official saying our packet was complete and is being submitted for review! Our fingers are crossed this clears in the next few weeks!
The USCIS was able to schedule our FBI fingerprints for August 9. We'll be travelling to Seattle to the USCIS office to have these done. Once these are cleared, our USCIS section should be done pending our application is approved at this time as well!
Then, everything will be sent to the State Department, then to the Ethiopian Embassy for final approval. Once that is done, everything will be translated to Amharic. Finally, it will be sent to Ethiopia!
We met with Adoption Avenues Agency's director yesterday. The agency is located in Portland, so Ron and I took a day trip down there. We met with the director for 1.5 hours and learned a lot!
First, we handed Radu our completed Dossier! I have never been so proud of an application packet in my life! Ron and I joked that the packet (45 forms) was my pregnant belly! Radu said it all looked great and we're good to go! Then Radu asked,
"How soon can you travel to Ethiopia?
We replied, "As soon as possible. We really are flexible."
Radu said, "We have lots of children. 6 orphanages of children. We have lots of babies. What do you want?"
When we explained that we wanted to adopt a healthy baby boy ages 0-2, Radu said, "How old? 1 month? 2 month? 3 month? You say."
Ron and I said as young as possible. We had a brief discussion that many diseases aren't detectable at this age, but then again, many diseases aren't detectable at 6 months, or even 12 months of age. So we're sticking with "as young as possible." This way, we can get our son out of the orphanage setting sooner, and get him on good nutrition and health care as soon as possible!
Then Radu told us that the Ethiopian courts close from mid-August to mid-October for vacation. Our packet will be received in Ethiopia around Sepetember 15. We should receive a referral for our child between September 15 and October 1!!!! Our court date will be scheduled once the courts re-open.
Radu said, "You will have court date before end of this year!"
So if all goes well, Ron and I will know what Aidan looks like by October 1. And we'll be in Ethiopia sometime in December to meet Aidan and to legally adopt him in Ethiopian courts. If we can, we'll try to be in Ethiopia for Christmas to spend Aidan's first Christmas together, as a family! HOW AMAZING IS THAT?!?!?!??!
We're trying not to have too many expectations as we know there's a lot that needs to happen between now and then. But we're hopeful and we're going to keep on doing what we've been doing- working hard and following through!
We learned a lot yesterday...
1. Once we pass Ethiopian court, Aidan is ours. There is nothing that can take him away from us unless the Ethiopian Supreme Court reverts our adoption. So may be parents by January 1!
2. Once we pass court, Aidan is ours. However, he can't enter the US. That's why we have to wait for the Embassy to approve his visa, which could take about 5 weeks.
3. We could stay in Ethiopia the whole time and care for Aidan. But once we remove him from the Foster Care/Home, we can't really send him back. Doing so, we'll disrupt his entire schedule and the system at the home. As such, many families say good-bye to their kiddos for about 5 weeks and travel back to the US. Once the Visa is cleared to bring them home, they travel back to Ethiopia to pick them up. This is probably what we'll do, except our US will be Thailand.
4. Ethiopian babies are tough (or orphan babies in general are tough). They've gone through a lot and know how to soothe themselves/deal with the harshness of life (dirty diapers, not much attention) at a young age.
5. The babies are fed a banana pudding for their meals in foster homes. This is a high calorie food to help them. About 1-2 weeks before they're brought back to the US, the foster home begins feeding them formula to get the babies accustomed to their new food.
6. WE'RE LUCKY! Right now, the majority of agencies working in Ethiopia quote adoptive families 2-3 years from start to finish. We worked our butts off to get the paperwork trail and HomeStudy completed in 3 months (takes most families 5-8 months). Adoption Avenues has a strong relationship in Ethiopia and as such, they have a lot of orphanages they work with. I think we definitely did our research and it's paying off!
So our fingers are crossed the next 5 months run smoothly! We need the US government and Ethiopian governments to finally approve us for adoption and for us to be matched with our son!!!! We're trying to keep our expectations low, but our hopes are high!!!! :)
We wanted to take the time and update you all on what's been going on with the adoption and the strides we've made these past few weeks!!!!!! We also wanted to thank you all for the support you're showing us! We hope this blog is informative and debunks a lot of myths about adoption! If anything else, we hope it opens your eyes to adoptive families and they journey they took to achieve that!
For starters, our security clearances from every state we have lived in were finally completed on July 3rd! This was a huge step as it was a timely process and frustrating! The Army is great for a lot of things, but not for making you live in 8 different states in 12 years! Luckily, our research and perseverance paid off! In the end, we were able to have almost every state expedite our request to submit our clearances. And no, we don't have any criminal activity in any of the states we've lived in! This was such a huge step that Ron and I joked that Aidan was born in Ethiopia that day!!!!!
After our security clearances were in, our HomeStudy was completed by our Social Worker, Thea. She then sent the HomeStudy to her agency for a board review. After the board members reviewed and edited our HomeStudy, it was complete! Thea notarized the HomeStudy and sent it to us.
We were then able to send the completed HomeStudy to USCIS (United States Customs and Immigration Services). This completed our I-600A petition to adopt an orphan from a non-Hague country. We received an e-mail today from our case worker/official saying our packet was complete and is being submitted for review! Our fingers are crossed this clears in the next few weeks!
The USCIS was able to schedule our FBI fingerprints for August 9. We'll be travelling to Seattle to the USCIS office to have these done. Once these are cleared, our USCIS section should be done pending our application is approved at this time as well!
Then, everything will be sent to the State Department, then to the Ethiopian Embassy for final approval. Once that is done, everything will be translated to Amharic. Finally, it will be sent to Ethiopia!
We met with Adoption Avenues Agency's director yesterday. The agency is located in Portland, so Ron and I took a day trip down there. We met with the director for 1.5 hours and learned a lot!
First, we handed Radu our completed Dossier! I have never been so proud of an application packet in my life! Ron and I joked that the packet (45 forms) was my pregnant belly! Radu said it all looked great and we're good to go! Then Radu asked,
"How soon can you travel to Ethiopia?
We replied, "As soon as possible. We really are flexible."
Radu said, "We have lots of children. 6 orphanages of children. We have lots of babies. What do you want?"
When we explained that we wanted to adopt a healthy baby boy ages 0-2, Radu said, "How old? 1 month? 2 month? 3 month? You say."
Ron and I said as young as possible. We had a brief discussion that many diseases aren't detectable at this age, but then again, many diseases aren't detectable at 6 months, or even 12 months of age. So we're sticking with "as young as possible." This way, we can get our son out of the orphanage setting sooner, and get him on good nutrition and health care as soon as possible!
Then Radu told us that the Ethiopian courts close from mid-August to mid-October for vacation. Our packet will be received in Ethiopia around Sepetember 15. We should receive a referral for our child between September 15 and October 1!!!! Our court date will be scheduled once the courts re-open.
Radu said, "You will have court date before end of this year!"
So if all goes well, Ron and I will know what Aidan looks like by October 1. And we'll be in Ethiopia sometime in December to meet Aidan and to legally adopt him in Ethiopian courts. If we can, we'll try to be in Ethiopia for Christmas to spend Aidan's first Christmas together, as a family! HOW AMAZING IS THAT?!?!?!??!
We're trying not to have too many expectations as we know there's a lot that needs to happen between now and then. But we're hopeful and we're going to keep on doing what we've been doing- working hard and following through!
We learned a lot yesterday...
1. Once we pass Ethiopian court, Aidan is ours. There is nothing that can take him away from us unless the Ethiopian Supreme Court reverts our adoption. So may be parents by January 1!
2. Once we pass court, Aidan is ours. However, he can't enter the US. That's why we have to wait for the Embassy to approve his visa, which could take about 5 weeks.
3. We could stay in Ethiopia the whole time and care for Aidan. But once we remove him from the Foster Care/Home, we can't really send him back. Doing so, we'll disrupt his entire schedule and the system at the home. As such, many families say good-bye to their kiddos for about 5 weeks and travel back to the US. Once the Visa is cleared to bring them home, they travel back to Ethiopia to pick them up. This is probably what we'll do, except our US will be Thailand.
4. Ethiopian babies are tough (or orphan babies in general are tough). They've gone through a lot and know how to soothe themselves/deal with the harshness of life (dirty diapers, not much attention) at a young age.
5. The babies are fed a banana pudding for their meals in foster homes. This is a high calorie food to help them. About 1-2 weeks before they're brought back to the US, the foster home begins feeding them formula to get the babies accustomed to their new food.
6. WE'RE LUCKY! Right now, the majority of agencies working in Ethiopia quote adoptive families 2-3 years from start to finish. We worked our butts off to get the paperwork trail and HomeStudy completed in 3 months (takes most families 5-8 months). Adoption Avenues has a strong relationship in Ethiopia and as such, they have a lot of orphanages they work with. I think we definitely did our research and it's paying off!
So our fingers are crossed the next 5 months run smoothly! We need the US government and Ethiopian governments to finally approve us for adoption and for us to be matched with our son!!!! We're trying to keep our expectations low, but our hopes are high!!!! :)
Sunday, July 22, 2012
Some Things We Wished Other People Knew (or didnt' ask)
During this journey, Ron and I have learned an immense amount of information and gained tremendous experiences. Most of these experiences have been positive and most of the reactions we have received from others has been supportive. However, along the way, we have encountered many questions and statements from others that caused us to have to think about how to react properly as they were hurtful (sometimes extremely hurtful). So below is a list of things I wish others wouldn't say or ask, and my response to them!
1. Don't you want your own children?
Of course we do! We want that with everything we are! We want it more than anything! Our children will be our own! Whose else are they going to be?!?!?!
*Although adoption is Ron and my "Plan A" for a family, can you imagine asking someone this if they had multiple miscarriages or couldn't become pregnant?!?!? Talk about hitting a nerve with this question! How personal and emotional for them to try to have to answer! If you know others adopting in the future, just don't ask! PLEASE!
2. Don't you want your own natural children?
No. Not now. Maybe not ever. This is our plan for a family. It's no better or worse than any other plan for a family. There's no cookie cutter family, and there shouldn't be a cookie cutter way to have a family either. And if we did ever want natural born children, again, what a question to ask if we couldn't do so or were infertile! Unless people openly tell you, don't ask!
3. But Ron has such good genes!
Really, does he?!?! Has he had a gene analysis performed? I guess I never saw that test! Last time I checked, his gene expression is his phenotype, so it appears he has a good phenotype, which may or may not be a reflection of his actual genes (genotype). And his (and my) family are not void of medical and other conditions, so most likely, his genes aren't "perfect." There's a possibility our natural born child could have genetic or congenital issues, so we're not perfect! And I didn't marry Ron to be his breeding mate. I married him as he's my best friend and I want to spend everyday with him. I didn't marry him because it's the 1500s and I was raised that since I was a female I must breed with a suitable mate.
4. Don't you want to be pregnant?
No, not really. I think it's a glorified idea until you talk to people that were/are pregnant. Most of these women don't say that it was the best time of their life- being a mother is. Although there are wonderful aspects of pregnancy, such as bringing a life into the world, it's not 9.5 months of pure bliss. It's not something I have ever fantasized about. I have dreamed about being a mom and a parent. And that's what I'll accomplish.
5. But you'll never really be a true mother/know the whole experience of being a full mother?
Really? Since I'm not actually pregnant I'll never be a full mother? You'll never know the full experience of being an adoptive mother with the ups and downs, piles of paperwork, folders of documents and crazy files! My child will have an opportunity to love me just as much as your natural born will love you. I will love my children endlessly, and isn't that the full experience of being a mother? Devoting your life and soul to a child so that they may learn and grow?
6. You and Ron will never experience the bond of pregnancy...
Last time I checked, the female is pregnant, not the male. The female has a fetus growing for 9.5 months, the man watches and tries to be supportive (if the woman is lucky). But he doesn't have cravings, body changes and hormone influxes. He doesn't give birth. So it's not really something Ron would be a part of, he would be watching. In our experience with adoption, every single step of the way, we have to do together. It's not me doing the work with Ron at my side, watching. Every document is signed by both of us, every HomeStudy meeting was attended by both of us. Every penny earned was earned by both of us. It's not me or Ron. It's us. So will we ever have the experience of pregnancy? Who knows. But what I can tell you is that we've bonded more over the adoption experience than I ever thought possible.
7. Can't you have your own kids?
Again, please read my responses to 1 and 2. What a personal question! Don't ask unless you're told! Don't ever ask. Would you ask this to a stranger? No! So why does someone adopting give you the belief that it's ok to ask otherwise rude questions? It doesn't!
8. Your role in marriage is to have children.
Don't worry, we are. We'll have a beautiful family and I'll fulfill that 1500s view of women and children! Oh, you mean natural born? Since when do you get to say what my role is and isn't? You don't, so don't try!
9. But your son will be black. Your daughter will be Asian!
Really?!?!?!? Wow, we had NO idea!!!!! WOE! OH MY GOSH! You're kidding me!!!!! What????
Please! We're well aware of this and beyond excited for diversity in our family. We have heard so many racist and mean comments regarding our multi-racial family that our guns are up and loaded. We're pretty much to the point where if someone says one thing rude regarding color, they're out. Life's too short to have to deal with comments like these and our society (in the year 2012) should be well beyond worrying about such things.
10. You're married. You should have children. The point of marriage is having children.
Thank you. We are. We'll have a beautiful family. Thanks for feeling you should say what we should and shouldn't do! But by the way, just because two people get married doesn't obligate them to have to have children. Children should be a choice and be wanted- not a requirement. By saying this though, are you implying that if you are infertile, you shouldn't get married? Or you should remarry after menopause or a vasectomy? After all, isn't the point of marriage to have children? If you can't have children, why marry then? What's the point??!?! Exactly, I didn't think so. :)
11. You should.... You shouldn't..... Don't you think...... Why don't you.....
Nope, we don't. And no, we don't think so. Just because we're adopting by NO means gives you ANY right to give your opinions in what we're doing. Unless we ask, don't share. You don't see Ron and I going around to every person we see sharing our thoughts of what they shouldn't and shouldn't do, so please don't do that to us.
12. You're making Ron do this, or, It's all you, not him...
You're right. This whole time, I've been holding a gun to Ron's head making him do this adoption process. Oh wait- I'm terrified of guns and don't even know the code to our safe by choice. Try again. Ok- so I'm choke holding him to force him into this! Yep, considering he only weighs 90 pounds more than I do and is just a wee bit stronger, that's easy for me to do! And I'm just sitting here forcing him to all the meetings and I'm just writing the checks on my own! And he's been lying at all of our meetings about wanting to adopt. You're right. I'm forcing him into this and taking things away from him. In all honesty, if you knew Ron at all, you would know he's not one to give in and stands up to me. I respect Ron, value our marriage, and cherish our teamwork. Anything and EVERYTHING we have done with this adoption has been mutual between us and will continue to be. We have been honest with each other all along and have given each other an "open" out if either of us changes our minds!
13. Well maybe they (the naysayers) are more Christian/religious than you
First of all, Ron and I aren't really religious. So yes, many others are more religious than us. Second of all, Ron and I are strong Christians. We just don't really believe in the isolation of a religion and the prejudice of churches. We're not adopting to be "more Christian" than anyone. This is our call and want to have a family. But unless you're Jesus himself, please don't say we're not Christian for not having natural born children. If you feel that way, I guess that the bible I've been reading, the churches I've been a part of, the schools I've attended and the values I was raised with are completely the about wrong Christianity. Forgive me if I've been mistaken! :)
And lastly...
14. Any racial comment. At all. About anything.
See #9. I truly feel that right now I feel like I'm pregnant with a black baby boy. Don't tell Ron, but he's not the genetic father :). My entire free time is devoted to this adoption- paperwork, research, e-mails. They say in your final trimester, a baby grows a pound a week. Well our stack of paper work and documents is growing a pound a week (I'm not kidding). The piles of paper rival a growing belly and the weight of the paper is probably double a newborn. So yes, anything racist that is said around Ron and I is EXTREMELY offensive. We're not sitting here critizing your unborn baby or your child. So please don't say anything offensive about ours. Ever. Even if it's not directed at our children, don't say it (if case you don't know, its 2012). Times have changed and so should you! And if you do say anything offensive, don't be surprised if Ron or I strongly verbally correct you, get up and leave, and/or remove you from our lives. We will do everything and ANYTHING we can to prevent our children from experiencing racial prejudice from others. We know we can't prevent everything, but if you say something, we will react. So don't say it!
I know this blog really seems pestimistic. In all honesty, this journey is truly amazing, but there have been bumps (or Mt. Everests) along the way. Many of these derive from the opinions of others. As we said before, we are doing this for us and our children, not for others. But we don't live in an isolated world, and the words/actions of others do affect us. Although we're strong and have learned a lot, we would appreciate it if these comments/questions stopped.
I encourage you all to share this with others. There are 22,000 American families adopting this year, and the issues we have experienced are common across the board. For the sake of other families adopting and for our friends considering adopting, please try to be considerate in what you say and ask. Understand that words are hurtful and that the feelings they evoke can be prevented if the words simply aren't said. Remember that just because a family is adopting doesn't give you the right to know all the details or share your opinions. Wait until you're asked for your thoughts and don't ask insensitive/offensive personal questions unless you're told. If the details are shared, great. If they're not, respect their privacy and family choices and understand why.
1. Don't you want your own children?
Of course we do! We want that with everything we are! We want it more than anything! Our children will be our own! Whose else are they going to be?!?!?!
*Although adoption is Ron and my "Plan A" for a family, can you imagine asking someone this if they had multiple miscarriages or couldn't become pregnant?!?!? Talk about hitting a nerve with this question! How personal and emotional for them to try to have to answer! If you know others adopting in the future, just don't ask! PLEASE!
2. Don't you want your own natural children?
No. Not now. Maybe not ever. This is our plan for a family. It's no better or worse than any other plan for a family. There's no cookie cutter family, and there shouldn't be a cookie cutter way to have a family either. And if we did ever want natural born children, again, what a question to ask if we couldn't do so or were infertile! Unless people openly tell you, don't ask!
3. But Ron has such good genes!
Really, does he?!?! Has he had a gene analysis performed? I guess I never saw that test! Last time I checked, his gene expression is his phenotype, so it appears he has a good phenotype, which may or may not be a reflection of his actual genes (genotype). And his (and my) family are not void of medical and other conditions, so most likely, his genes aren't "perfect." There's a possibility our natural born child could have genetic or congenital issues, so we're not perfect! And I didn't marry Ron to be his breeding mate. I married him as he's my best friend and I want to spend everyday with him. I didn't marry him because it's the 1500s and I was raised that since I was a female I must breed with a suitable mate.
4. Don't you want to be pregnant?
No, not really. I think it's a glorified idea until you talk to people that were/are pregnant. Most of these women don't say that it was the best time of their life- being a mother is. Although there are wonderful aspects of pregnancy, such as bringing a life into the world, it's not 9.5 months of pure bliss. It's not something I have ever fantasized about. I have dreamed about being a mom and a parent. And that's what I'll accomplish.
5. But you'll never really be a true mother/know the whole experience of being a full mother?
Really? Since I'm not actually pregnant I'll never be a full mother? You'll never know the full experience of being an adoptive mother with the ups and downs, piles of paperwork, folders of documents and crazy files! My child will have an opportunity to love me just as much as your natural born will love you. I will love my children endlessly, and isn't that the full experience of being a mother? Devoting your life and soul to a child so that they may learn and grow?
6. You and Ron will never experience the bond of pregnancy...
Last time I checked, the female is pregnant, not the male. The female has a fetus growing for 9.5 months, the man watches and tries to be supportive (if the woman is lucky). But he doesn't have cravings, body changes and hormone influxes. He doesn't give birth. So it's not really something Ron would be a part of, he would be watching. In our experience with adoption, every single step of the way, we have to do together. It's not me doing the work with Ron at my side, watching. Every document is signed by both of us, every HomeStudy meeting was attended by both of us. Every penny earned was earned by both of us. It's not me or Ron. It's us. So will we ever have the experience of pregnancy? Who knows. But what I can tell you is that we've bonded more over the adoption experience than I ever thought possible.
7. Can't you have your own kids?
Again, please read my responses to 1 and 2. What a personal question! Don't ask unless you're told! Don't ever ask. Would you ask this to a stranger? No! So why does someone adopting give you the belief that it's ok to ask otherwise rude questions? It doesn't!
8. Your role in marriage is to have children.
Don't worry, we are. We'll have a beautiful family and I'll fulfill that 1500s view of women and children! Oh, you mean natural born? Since when do you get to say what my role is and isn't? You don't, so don't try!
9. But your son will be black. Your daughter will be Asian!
Really?!?!?!? Wow, we had NO idea!!!!! WOE! OH MY GOSH! You're kidding me!!!!! What????
Please! We're well aware of this and beyond excited for diversity in our family. We have heard so many racist and mean comments regarding our multi-racial family that our guns are up and loaded. We're pretty much to the point where if someone says one thing rude regarding color, they're out. Life's too short to have to deal with comments like these and our society (in the year 2012) should be well beyond worrying about such things.
10. You're married. You should have children. The point of marriage is having children.
Thank you. We are. We'll have a beautiful family. Thanks for feeling you should say what we should and shouldn't do! But by the way, just because two people get married doesn't obligate them to have to have children. Children should be a choice and be wanted- not a requirement. By saying this though, are you implying that if you are infertile, you shouldn't get married? Or you should remarry after menopause or a vasectomy? After all, isn't the point of marriage to have children? If you can't have children, why marry then? What's the point??!?! Exactly, I didn't think so. :)
11. You should.... You shouldn't..... Don't you think...... Why don't you.....
Nope, we don't. And no, we don't think so. Just because we're adopting by NO means gives you ANY right to give your opinions in what we're doing. Unless we ask, don't share. You don't see Ron and I going around to every person we see sharing our thoughts of what they shouldn't and shouldn't do, so please don't do that to us.
12. You're making Ron do this, or, It's all you, not him...
You're right. This whole time, I've been holding a gun to Ron's head making him do this adoption process. Oh wait- I'm terrified of guns and don't even know the code to our safe by choice. Try again. Ok- so I'm choke holding him to force him into this! Yep, considering he only weighs 90 pounds more than I do and is just a wee bit stronger, that's easy for me to do! And I'm just sitting here forcing him to all the meetings and I'm just writing the checks on my own! And he's been lying at all of our meetings about wanting to adopt. You're right. I'm forcing him into this and taking things away from him. In all honesty, if you knew Ron at all, you would know he's not one to give in and stands up to me. I respect Ron, value our marriage, and cherish our teamwork. Anything and EVERYTHING we have done with this adoption has been mutual between us and will continue to be. We have been honest with each other all along and have given each other an "open" out if either of us changes our minds!
13. Well maybe they (the naysayers) are more Christian/religious than you
First of all, Ron and I aren't really religious. So yes, many others are more religious than us. Second of all, Ron and I are strong Christians. We just don't really believe in the isolation of a religion and the prejudice of churches. We're not adopting to be "more Christian" than anyone. This is our call and want to have a family. But unless you're Jesus himself, please don't say we're not Christian for not having natural born children. If you feel that way, I guess that the bible I've been reading, the churches I've been a part of, the schools I've attended and the values I was raised with are completely the about wrong Christianity. Forgive me if I've been mistaken! :)
And lastly...
14. Any racial comment. At all. About anything.
See #9. I truly feel that right now I feel like I'm pregnant with a black baby boy. Don't tell Ron, but he's not the genetic father :). My entire free time is devoted to this adoption- paperwork, research, e-mails. They say in your final trimester, a baby grows a pound a week. Well our stack of paper work and documents is growing a pound a week (I'm not kidding). The piles of paper rival a growing belly and the weight of the paper is probably double a newborn. So yes, anything racist that is said around Ron and I is EXTREMELY offensive. We're not sitting here critizing your unborn baby or your child. So please don't say anything offensive about ours. Ever. Even if it's not directed at our children, don't say it (if case you don't know, its 2012). Times have changed and so should you! And if you do say anything offensive, don't be surprised if Ron or I strongly verbally correct you, get up and leave, and/or remove you from our lives. We will do everything and ANYTHING we can to prevent our children from experiencing racial prejudice from others. We know we can't prevent everything, but if you say something, we will react. So don't say it!
I know this blog really seems pestimistic. In all honesty, this journey is truly amazing, but there have been bumps (or Mt. Everests) along the way. Many of these derive from the opinions of others. As we said before, we are doing this for us and our children, not for others. But we don't live in an isolated world, and the words/actions of others do affect us. Although we're strong and have learned a lot, we would appreciate it if these comments/questions stopped.
I encourage you all to share this with others. There are 22,000 American families adopting this year, and the issues we have experienced are common across the board. For the sake of other families adopting and for our friends considering adopting, please try to be considerate in what you say and ask. Understand that words are hurtful and that the feelings they evoke can be prevented if the words simply aren't said. Remember that just because a family is adopting doesn't give you the right to know all the details or share your opinions. Wait until you're asked for your thoughts and don't ask insensitive/offensive personal questions unless you're told. If the details are shared, great. If they're not, respect their privacy and family choices and understand why.
Saturday, July 21, 2012
Things We Wish We Knew!
As much research Ron and I have done prior to starting this process, there are many things we now know that we wish we knew earlier! These things would have made our lives these past 5 months much easier and less stressful! But we live and we learn, don't we?!?!?
BEFORE starting our HomeStudy...
1. It would have been great to have requested many of the required documents ahead of time: birth certificates, marriage certificates, etc. All of these needed to be ordered online from the appropriate states, and then authenticated. Having them at the start would have been nice.
2. Have the list of letters of recommendation ready and already ask friends (4) and family (1). This way, they have a heads up with what's coming and aren't rushed.
3. Contact USAA, our bank without true bank locations, and find out how to request notarized letters of good standing and account status. It wasn't hard to do: we had to call, then e-mail, then call, but knowing this ahead of time would have been great!
4. Have copies of the deeds of our houses ready (not after they've been packed for a move) :)
5. Have a list of what states we have lived in over what dates.
Example: Michigan: 1984-1999
6. Have an evacuation plan for your house already written/drawn so you don't scramble to get it done to show the social worker :)
BEFORE working on our Dossier:
1. Turns out, there are different types of notaries. The military uses Judge Advocates, which are good, but they're not valid at the state certification level. For Ethiopia, all of our documents needed to be STATE notarized (by a notary licensed in WA state, not licensed by the US military). Then, these documents all needed to be taken to the Washington Secretary of State for Authentication of the notary ($15.00/form). Then, these documents are all sent via courier to the US State Department for Authentication ($8.00/form). Finally, they are hand delivered for approval by the Ethiopian Embassy ($94.00 total). This is required for legal documents for countries not part of the Hague convention, such as Ethiopia. All adoption documents are required legal documents, and thus, all of these certifications are required! We had ALL of our documents notarized by a military notary (Judge Advocate). As such, they were invalid at the Secretary of State in Washington. So Ron and I ran around for 3 hours yesterday getting them restamped by a WA notary (thank goodness this was possible) so they could be authenticated! Note to self: just have a WA notary do this the first time (and Ft. Lewis does have WA notaries at the JAG office who still notarize for free).
2. Understand that everything needs a WA notary. Even though all our documents from other states needed to be notarized in that state, Ron and I needed to do a "True Copy" statement for that document and have that notarized in Washington. Only these could then be authenticated at the Secretary of State! As such, many of our documents are double or tripled sealed/stamped. Now that's official! :)
BEFORE submitting our USCIS Form:
1. This form can actually be submitted before the HomeStudy is done. It just needs to be submitted with the $800 fee, your birth certificates and marriage certificate, as well as a cover letter requesting early fingerprints. Ron and I tried this, but even now, our finger prints aren't scheduled until August 9 as there's a 6-week back log. Submitting this form earlier would have been our fingerprints could have been scheduled earlier, which would have saved time.
I know there's a lot more, but those are the biggies! Needless to say, by the grace of God we were able to redo all of our documents yesterday with the CORRECT notary stamp and get them to the Secretary of State office by 3:30 so that they were authenticated by 4PM while working a full day! Let's just say that was just a bit stressful and terrifying knowing we may have needed to start from scratch! But it's done and on Monday, Ron and I are driving down to Portland to meet with our agency director to turn in our completed Dossier and our largest check in person! Biggest day of the journey thus far :)
BEFORE starting our HomeStudy...
1. It would have been great to have requested many of the required documents ahead of time: birth certificates, marriage certificates, etc. All of these needed to be ordered online from the appropriate states, and then authenticated. Having them at the start would have been nice.
2. Have the list of letters of recommendation ready and already ask friends (4) and family (1). This way, they have a heads up with what's coming and aren't rushed.
3. Contact USAA, our bank without true bank locations, and find out how to request notarized letters of good standing and account status. It wasn't hard to do: we had to call, then e-mail, then call, but knowing this ahead of time would have been great!
4. Have copies of the deeds of our houses ready (not after they've been packed for a move) :)
5. Have a list of what states we have lived in over what dates.
Example: Michigan: 1984-1999
6. Have an evacuation plan for your house already written/drawn so you don't scramble to get it done to show the social worker :)
BEFORE working on our Dossier:
1. Turns out, there are different types of notaries. The military uses Judge Advocates, which are good, but they're not valid at the state certification level. For Ethiopia, all of our documents needed to be STATE notarized (by a notary licensed in WA state, not licensed by the US military). Then, these documents all needed to be taken to the Washington Secretary of State for Authentication of the notary ($15.00/form). Then, these documents are all sent via courier to the US State Department for Authentication ($8.00/form). Finally, they are hand delivered for approval by the Ethiopian Embassy ($94.00 total). This is required for legal documents for countries not part of the Hague convention, such as Ethiopia. All adoption documents are required legal documents, and thus, all of these certifications are required! We had ALL of our documents notarized by a military notary (Judge Advocate). As such, they were invalid at the Secretary of State in Washington. So Ron and I ran around for 3 hours yesterday getting them restamped by a WA notary (thank goodness this was possible) so they could be authenticated! Note to self: just have a WA notary do this the first time (and Ft. Lewis does have WA notaries at the JAG office who still notarize for free).
2. Understand that everything needs a WA notary. Even though all our documents from other states needed to be notarized in that state, Ron and I needed to do a "True Copy" statement for that document and have that notarized in Washington. Only these could then be authenticated at the Secretary of State! As such, many of our documents are double or tripled sealed/stamped. Now that's official! :)
BEFORE submitting our USCIS Form:
1. This form can actually be submitted before the HomeStudy is done. It just needs to be submitted with the $800 fee, your birth certificates and marriage certificate, as well as a cover letter requesting early fingerprints. Ron and I tried this, but even now, our finger prints aren't scheduled until August 9 as there's a 6-week back log. Submitting this form earlier would have been our fingerprints could have been scheduled earlier, which would have saved time.
I know there's a lot more, but those are the biggies! Needless to say, by the grace of God we were able to redo all of our documents yesterday with the CORRECT notary stamp and get them to the Secretary of State office by 3:30 so that they were authenticated by 4PM while working a full day! Let's just say that was just a bit stressful and terrifying knowing we may have needed to start from scratch! But it's done and on Monday, Ron and I are driving down to Portland to meet with our agency director to turn in our completed Dossier and our largest check in person! Biggest day of the journey thus far :)
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
What's In a Name
I hope you all had a wonderful weekend! I am happy to announce that summer has officially arrived in Washington- we had an entire weekend with highs about 75 degrees, complete sun and no rain! I know, that's crazy for Washington! My fingers are crossed this weather sticks around for a bit as Ron, the dogs and I could use a chance to get used to sun and some warmth before our big move!
I'm sure you've seen/read/heard the names our our kiddos already, but I wanted to spend this week talking about the names we chose and why we chose them.
When we were first thinking about names, Ron and I initially thought that we would keep our children's given names. We thought that these names would represent their past, their birth families and their birth country/culture. However, after researching some of the names from Ethiopia and Thailand, we started to change our minds. Many of the native names in both countries are long, difficult to pronounce and even more difficult to spell. The last thing we wanted was for our kids to be made fun of in school or to be embarrassed by their names. Ron and I want to do everything we can to have our children's pasts and birth cultures be a source of pride, not shame or resentment. So we then got to thinking...
Our son will be Aidan, and his middle name will be his given name.
We started looking at traditional male Ethiopian names. After searching through 100 or so, we found 10 that were easy to pronounce and spell, and weren't too unique. Some of the names included Taye, Ahron, and Cain. And then we found Aitan. Aitan is a Hebrew name that is common in Ethiopia. It means "firmness" and "long loved" in Hebrew. My family is Irish and there is a Gaelic equivalent: Aidan. Aidan in Gaelic means "little fire." We thought the meaning of this name was perfect and we love how it combines our two cultures together into one name!
We are going to keep Aidans' given name as his middle name. This way, he will never loose is complete birth identity and will always be connected with where he was born.
So if you hear Ron and I talk about Aidan, you know who we're talking about. We have no idea where he is, or if he's even born yet. All we know is that we can't wait to meet him and love him even more than we already do! Oh yea- he has nicknames already, too! So far, he's Mr. Aidan, Little Man and our Little Lion. Lord knows what we'll come up with once he's ours!
For our little girl, her name will be Lanna Rain (yep, 2 names - the South did this to me)! Her middle name will be Margaret. She will mostly go by Lanna.
In researching Thailand, we read about Lanna Kingdom. This was a dynasty/kingdom in northern Thailand that reigned for about 200 years. It was very prosperous and progressive and placed a strong emphasis on the arts. The capital of the Lanna Kingdom was Chiang Mai, where we will be living. After hearing this, we thought Lanna would be the perfect name for our little girl. We thought the name represents her native country, as well as a kingdom that accomplished great things.
We decided to add Rain because it sounds poetic with Lanna. I've always loved the name Rain, but after being in Washington, it has a different meaning. And no, it's not because of my adoration of the massive amounts of endless precipitation this state receives :) . Ron and I absolutely LOVE Mt. Rainer, which is only an hour from where we live. On a clear and beautiful day, Mt. Rainer takes our breath away. I know it's going to be a great, happy day when's she's out! Mt. Rainer has bee a source of happiness for me in Washington, and I know our daughter will be so as well. So we decided on Rain.
Margaret is the name we're asked most about. My Aunt Lori's middle name was Margaret. Aunt Lori was my mom's younger sister and my God-mother. She was the perfect aunt and loved all of her nieces and nephews like they were her own. Although my Aunt Lori never had her own kids, she loved her step children like they were hers. Aunt Lori attended many sporting events, school plays and birthday parties while I was growing up. She was there for my high school and college graduation. She was such a large part of my life and a true friend. Unfortunately, my Aunt Lori was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer last March. In May, just 3 months after her diagnosis, she passed away after an unsuccessful round of chemotherapy. She died 1 week before my vet school graduation and 3 weeks before my wedding. Although she wasn't there in person, she was definitely there in spirit.
Although my Aunt Lori was proud of many things that I did in life, I know this adoption would have made her the proudest. I could just imagine her face when she found out we were adopting and hear her voice and what she would say. Through the ups and downs of this journey, Ron and I know that my Aunt Lori is leading the way for the adoption and making sure everything works out. Although she left a large legacy behind, Ron and I thought that adding her name to Lanna's would increase the impact she already left.
Ron has been calling Lanna his Thai Princess. Something tells me our daughter will be rather spoiled by her Dad!!!!!
So fingers crossed, in the next 6-12 months, we'll be proud parents of Aidan. Then, when Aidan's crawling/walking/running around, we'll be able to welcome Lanna Rain into our family!
I'm sure you've seen/read/heard the names our our kiddos already, but I wanted to spend this week talking about the names we chose and why we chose them.
When we were first thinking about names, Ron and I initially thought that we would keep our children's given names. We thought that these names would represent their past, their birth families and their birth country/culture. However, after researching some of the names from Ethiopia and Thailand, we started to change our minds. Many of the native names in both countries are long, difficult to pronounce and even more difficult to spell. The last thing we wanted was for our kids to be made fun of in school or to be embarrassed by their names. Ron and I want to do everything we can to have our children's pasts and birth cultures be a source of pride, not shame or resentment. So we then got to thinking...
Our son will be Aidan, and his middle name will be his given name.
We started looking at traditional male Ethiopian names. After searching through 100 or so, we found 10 that were easy to pronounce and spell, and weren't too unique. Some of the names included Taye, Ahron, and Cain. And then we found Aitan. Aitan is a Hebrew name that is common in Ethiopia. It means "firmness" and "long loved" in Hebrew. My family is Irish and there is a Gaelic equivalent: Aidan. Aidan in Gaelic means "little fire." We thought the meaning of this name was perfect and we love how it combines our two cultures together into one name!
We are going to keep Aidans' given name as his middle name. This way, he will never loose is complete birth identity and will always be connected with where he was born.
So if you hear Ron and I talk about Aidan, you know who we're talking about. We have no idea where he is, or if he's even born yet. All we know is that we can't wait to meet him and love him even more than we already do! Oh yea- he has nicknames already, too! So far, he's Mr. Aidan, Little Man and our Little Lion. Lord knows what we'll come up with once he's ours!
For our little girl, her name will be Lanna Rain (yep, 2 names - the South did this to me)! Her middle name will be Margaret. She will mostly go by Lanna.
In researching Thailand, we read about Lanna Kingdom. This was a dynasty/kingdom in northern Thailand that reigned for about 200 years. It was very prosperous and progressive and placed a strong emphasis on the arts. The capital of the Lanna Kingdom was Chiang Mai, where we will be living. After hearing this, we thought Lanna would be the perfect name for our little girl. We thought the name represents her native country, as well as a kingdom that accomplished great things.
We decided to add Rain because it sounds poetic with Lanna. I've always loved the name Rain, but after being in Washington, it has a different meaning. And no, it's not because of my adoration of the massive amounts of endless precipitation this state receives :) . Ron and I absolutely LOVE Mt. Rainer, which is only an hour from where we live. On a clear and beautiful day, Mt. Rainer takes our breath away. I know it's going to be a great, happy day when's she's out! Mt. Rainer has bee a source of happiness for me in Washington, and I know our daughter will be so as well. So we decided on Rain.
Margaret is the name we're asked most about. My Aunt Lori's middle name was Margaret. Aunt Lori was my mom's younger sister and my God-mother. She was the perfect aunt and loved all of her nieces and nephews like they were her own. Although my Aunt Lori never had her own kids, she loved her step children like they were hers. Aunt Lori attended many sporting events, school plays and birthday parties while I was growing up. She was there for my high school and college graduation. She was such a large part of my life and a true friend. Unfortunately, my Aunt Lori was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer last March. In May, just 3 months after her diagnosis, she passed away after an unsuccessful round of chemotherapy. She died 1 week before my vet school graduation and 3 weeks before my wedding. Although she wasn't there in person, she was definitely there in spirit.
Although my Aunt Lori was proud of many things that I did in life, I know this adoption would have made her the proudest. I could just imagine her face when she found out we were adopting and hear her voice and what she would say. Through the ups and downs of this journey, Ron and I know that my Aunt Lori is leading the way for the adoption and making sure everything works out. Although she left a large legacy behind, Ron and I thought that adding her name to Lanna's would increase the impact she already left.
Ron has been calling Lanna his Thai Princess. Something tells me our daughter will be rather spoiled by her Dad!!!!!
So fingers crossed, in the next 6-12 months, we'll be proud parents of Aidan. Then, when Aidan's crawling/walking/running around, we'll be able to welcome Lanna Rain into our family!
Saturday, July 7, 2012
Is Adoption a Solution or the Problem?
I don't necessary want to ruin the huge high we're on from having our HomeStudy completed yesterday, but I wanted to present some questions, thoughts and opinions regarding the pros and cons of international adoption.
In an ideal world, 157 million adults would step in and adopt all of the orphans in this world. At the same time, there would be a miraculous change in the world's economy, infrastructure, ability to treat infectious disease and view of children that would prevent any more children from becoming orphans. If those 2 things magically happened, the world's orphan "issue" would be solved. But that will never, ever happen- it's hocus pocus.
In our world, around 29,000 orphans are adopted internationally every year. At the same time, the world's number of orphans increases every year, which means the orphan number doesn't really decrease despite efforts to do so.
Ron and I are obviously advocates for adoption. By no means do I think it's a solution, but it's one aspect of the answer and is needed step in my mind. Not everyone feels this way though.
There's a thought circling around that if there were no orphanages, there would be no orphans. This is interesting to think about, but I disagree. Even if there were no "formal" places for parent-less children to live, they would still exist. They would just be hidden and unaccounted for. I also don't think decreasing the number of orphanages is a good idea. Orphanages are often times the only place children can receive shelter and food, and sometimes safety. Taking that away could have a large negative impact on the poorest of the world's children. However, reducing the number of orphanages may cause parents to see that giving them to an orphanage is not feasible, practical or right if the parents can still provide for their children. I think that's the issue where this debate has arose. Many parents living in impoverished countries will relinquish 1, 2 3 or more of their children to orphanages because they can't/don't want to financially care for them. Having orphanages provides them with this option, having less orphanages would decrease this...
There's another valid debate regarding international adoption- countries that allow international adoption may inadvertently be encouraging child trafficking and children being "sold" into orphanages/adoption agencies. This is an interesting thought and one that I'm still amazed by. In Ethiopia for example, there are around 5 million orphans. Every year, only 1,200 children are allowed to be adopted internationally. Those numbers show that it should be "easy" to find orphans to meet the requests of the adopting parents, right? Then why are children being trafficked or sold? I don't have an exact answer, but my guess is that some adoption agencies want short wait times for their families to keep them "in business" and therefore, they go out and recruit children. This is different than how most agencies function- they wait for children to become legally available either in their privately run orphanages or in government run orphanages. For an adoptive parent, this is a hard issue. We don't' want to wait 3 years for a referral, but at the same time, who wants their child to be "bought" into being an orphan from their birth family for a faster referral time? We sure don't! We'll wait!
Watch this video and let me know what you think....http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_lerZI8OSns
It's interesting for sure! Who's right? Who's wrong? Or is there a right or wrong?
Another issue and thought is that international adoption encourages orphans, rather than helps to reduce the number of orphaned children. What?!?!!? you may ask! Try thinking about this...you're a parent of several children and you know that if you give one of your children away (who you may or may not be able to care for) to an orphanage, they may be adopted into the US or Western Europe. They may receive an excellent education, be raised in wonderful, loving environment, and maybe one day come back to help you. Would you do it? For many families, including the one highlighted in the video above, this is an interesting thought. However, the reality is many of the adopted children may never go back and take over care for their birth family. I think it's a myth that fuels dilemma and controversy, but is also one that encourages orphans.
Watch this video: http://www.adoptioninafricafilm.com/
This amazes me because there are so many "true" orphans in this world- children without parents due to famine, disease and war. It's sad to think that the adoption of these children truly in need is at stake because of rumors/perceptions on adoption and adoptions that were conducted poorly.
To add to the thought above, there's debate about donating to orphanages and the trend of volunteer tourism. Many people travel to developing nations to assist in orphanages. Many adoptive families bring boxes worth of baby items to the orphanage for the other children. The orphanages at first greatly benefit from this. There has been a study done in Cambodia looking at this. If an orphanage improves too much (looks to nice, dresses its children too well) and doesn't look as "poor," it looses it tourism appeal, and thus the influx of money it is producing. Westerners want to travel to "poor" places (at least those that look poor) to help out. If an orphanage or other location looks too developed, our thought as tourists is that the orphanage is doing well on its own and doesn't need our assistance. We feel "jipped." So to counter this, it has been found that many orphanages with much to offer actually deny their children of these things. They want the orphanage to look "poor" and their children to look in need so that aid continues to come. Don't get me wrong- not all orphanages do this and many are wonderful. However, there are a few out there that do use their children as an advertising ploy.
In response to these issues, the The African Child Policy Forum (ACPF) published a statement. "It (international adoption) must at all costs be discouraged. It should be a last resort and an exception rather than the normal recourse to solving the situation of children in difficult circumstances, as it seems to have now become," said David Mugawe, executive director of the ACPF in a press statement.
For the complete article,visit: http://articles.cnn.com/2012-05-29/africa/world_africa_africa-child-adoption_1_international-adoptions-demand-for-adoptive-children-adoption-expert?_s=PM:AFRICA
The African Union has held yearly meetings over the past 5 years to address the above issues. Their last meeting was in May, 2012 in Ethiopia. They discussed adoptions in Africa, its benefits and its consequences.
They looked at the following for "Trends in International Adoption": https://www.adoptioncouncil.org/publications/adoption-advocate-no-44.html
They published the following...https://www.box.com/s/185bf8ef0ad928bc8d85#/s/185bf8ef0ad928bc8d85/1/307749486 (f that doesn't work, click here http://www.africanchildforum.org/ipc/ , then click on "Conference Outputs").
In summary, the countries decided the following (these are just examples of their many points):
1. All countries that are not currently Hague Accredited for adoption should take the appropriate steps to become Hague accredited (which calls for increased regulation on adoption)
2. Countries that are not prepared for the legal and regulatory aspects of adoption should not permit international adoption
3. Children should be reunified with their family if at all possible. All efforts should be made for this to occur.
4. "Consent for Adoption" must be given to all parents relinquishing their children before the child can be adopted
5. Adoptive parents must be screened and found eligible to adopt before adoption can occur
6. States and other agencies should not receive any financial gain from international adoption
7. Countries should account for post adoption issues
8. Adoption should be a last resort for orphaned children. Every effort should be made to care for them in their birth country before international adoption is conducted
I think that this publication is incredible and a fantastic start/improvement to the current issues surrounding adoption in Africa.
In recent years, Ethiopia started making changes. They are not Hague accredited but realized they were not capable of regulating the number of adoptions their country was conducting. As a result, they drastically slowed their adoptions, causing them to be at a standstill for awhile (about 2 years ago) to figure things out. Today, Ethiopia will not process more than 5 adoptions a day so that they can ensure they have enough time and resources to monitor and evaluate their adoptions. This has limited their adoptions to roughly 1,200/year, but has greatly improved the success of their programs!
So what do I think after all of this?
I don't feel that adoption is the solution. I know that countries must improve their care for their orphans and take ownership of their issues. Developing countries must focus on education (birth control, preventive care, etc.) and work with NGOs to improve the health care in their poorest regions. The world should continue to help these countries improve their infrastructure, economy and health care. As these improve, the number of orphaned children will decrease. This is a long-term, permanent change and solution.
However, in the meantime, I don't think adoptions should stop. I don't think millions of lives should be "sacrificed for the greater good." Not with children. Not with people. Will ongoing adoptions perpetuate the above problems? Maybe. But stopping adoptions will cause millions of children to never have a true chance at a future and an opportunity to strongly impact this world. I strongly believe adoptions should continue IF they are regulated, controlled and used as a last resort for TRUE orphans. At the same time, country development must occur so that the number of orphans in need of adoption decrease.
When Ron and I go to Ethiopia, we're not going to bring much to donate on the first trip, or even the second. We're not going to ask for donations to bring either. But we are selling adoption t-shirts to raise money to donate to UNICEF, a UN organization dedicated to the improvement of the child through education, human rights and health care that will benefit the orphanage Aidan comes from. We want to help reduce the number of orphans but in a broad, permanent way.
Our t-shirts can be found at: http://www.etsy.com/shop/HopeLoveEthiopia. Please note, male and female shirts are available for purchase!
If you order, please specify male/female, size and color on the order form! We hope you enjoy them as much as we enjoyed making them!
In an ideal world, 157 million adults would step in and adopt all of the orphans in this world. At the same time, there would be a miraculous change in the world's economy, infrastructure, ability to treat infectious disease and view of children that would prevent any more children from becoming orphans. If those 2 things magically happened, the world's orphan "issue" would be solved. But that will never, ever happen- it's hocus pocus.
In our world, around 29,000 orphans are adopted internationally every year. At the same time, the world's number of orphans increases every year, which means the orphan number doesn't really decrease despite efforts to do so.
Ron and I are obviously advocates for adoption. By no means do I think it's a solution, but it's one aspect of the answer and is needed step in my mind. Not everyone feels this way though.
There's a thought circling around that if there were no orphanages, there would be no orphans. This is interesting to think about, but I disagree. Even if there were no "formal" places for parent-less children to live, they would still exist. They would just be hidden and unaccounted for. I also don't think decreasing the number of orphanages is a good idea. Orphanages are often times the only place children can receive shelter and food, and sometimes safety. Taking that away could have a large negative impact on the poorest of the world's children. However, reducing the number of orphanages may cause parents to see that giving them to an orphanage is not feasible, practical or right if the parents can still provide for their children. I think that's the issue where this debate has arose. Many parents living in impoverished countries will relinquish 1, 2 3 or more of their children to orphanages because they can't/don't want to financially care for them. Having orphanages provides them with this option, having less orphanages would decrease this...
There's another valid debate regarding international adoption- countries that allow international adoption may inadvertently be encouraging child trafficking and children being "sold" into orphanages/adoption agencies. This is an interesting thought and one that I'm still amazed by. In Ethiopia for example, there are around 5 million orphans. Every year, only 1,200 children are allowed to be adopted internationally. Those numbers show that it should be "easy" to find orphans to meet the requests of the adopting parents, right? Then why are children being trafficked or sold? I don't have an exact answer, but my guess is that some adoption agencies want short wait times for their families to keep them "in business" and therefore, they go out and recruit children. This is different than how most agencies function- they wait for children to become legally available either in their privately run orphanages or in government run orphanages. For an adoptive parent, this is a hard issue. We don't' want to wait 3 years for a referral, but at the same time, who wants their child to be "bought" into being an orphan from their birth family for a faster referral time? We sure don't! We'll wait!
Watch this video and let me know what you think....http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_lerZI8OSns
It's interesting for sure! Who's right? Who's wrong? Or is there a right or wrong?
Another issue and thought is that international adoption encourages orphans, rather than helps to reduce the number of orphaned children. What?!?!!? you may ask! Try thinking about this...you're a parent of several children and you know that if you give one of your children away (who you may or may not be able to care for) to an orphanage, they may be adopted into the US or Western Europe. They may receive an excellent education, be raised in wonderful, loving environment, and maybe one day come back to help you. Would you do it? For many families, including the one highlighted in the video above, this is an interesting thought. However, the reality is many of the adopted children may never go back and take over care for their birth family. I think it's a myth that fuels dilemma and controversy, but is also one that encourages orphans.
Watch this video: http://www.adoptioninafricafilm.com/
This amazes me because there are so many "true" orphans in this world- children without parents due to famine, disease and war. It's sad to think that the adoption of these children truly in need is at stake because of rumors/perceptions on adoption and adoptions that were conducted poorly.
To add to the thought above, there's debate about donating to orphanages and the trend of volunteer tourism. Many people travel to developing nations to assist in orphanages. Many adoptive families bring boxes worth of baby items to the orphanage for the other children. The orphanages at first greatly benefit from this. There has been a study done in Cambodia looking at this. If an orphanage improves too much (looks to nice, dresses its children too well) and doesn't look as "poor," it looses it tourism appeal, and thus the influx of money it is producing. Westerners want to travel to "poor" places (at least those that look poor) to help out. If an orphanage or other location looks too developed, our thought as tourists is that the orphanage is doing well on its own and doesn't need our assistance. We feel "jipped." So to counter this, it has been found that many orphanages with much to offer actually deny their children of these things. They want the orphanage to look "poor" and their children to look in need so that aid continues to come. Don't get me wrong- not all orphanages do this and many are wonderful. However, there are a few out there that do use their children as an advertising ploy.
In response to these issues, the The African Child Policy Forum (ACPF) published a statement. "It (international adoption) must at all costs be discouraged. It should be a last resort and an exception rather than the normal recourse to solving the situation of children in difficult circumstances, as it seems to have now become," said David Mugawe, executive director of the ACPF in a press statement.
For the complete article,visit: http://articles.cnn.com/2012-05-29/africa/world_africa_africa-child-adoption_1_international-adoptions-demand-for-adoptive-children-adoption-expert?_s=PM:AFRICA
The African Union has held yearly meetings over the past 5 years to address the above issues. Their last meeting was in May, 2012 in Ethiopia. They discussed adoptions in Africa, its benefits and its consequences.
They looked at the following for "Trends in International Adoption": https://www.adoptioncouncil.org/publications/adoption-advocate-no-44.html
They published the following...https://www.box.com/s/185bf8ef0ad928bc8d85#/s/185bf8ef0ad928bc8d85/1/307749486 (f that doesn't work, click here http://www.africanchildforum.org/ipc/ , then click on "Conference Outputs").
In summary, the countries decided the following (these are just examples of their many points):
1. All countries that are not currently Hague Accredited for adoption should take the appropriate steps to become Hague accredited (which calls for increased regulation on adoption)
2. Countries that are not prepared for the legal and regulatory aspects of adoption should not permit international adoption
3. Children should be reunified with their family if at all possible. All efforts should be made for this to occur.
4. "Consent for Adoption" must be given to all parents relinquishing their children before the child can be adopted
5. Adoptive parents must be screened and found eligible to adopt before adoption can occur
6. States and other agencies should not receive any financial gain from international adoption
7. Countries should account for post adoption issues
8. Adoption should be a last resort for orphaned children. Every effort should be made to care for them in their birth country before international adoption is conducted
I think that this publication is incredible and a fantastic start/improvement to the current issues surrounding adoption in Africa.
In recent years, Ethiopia started making changes. They are not Hague accredited but realized they were not capable of regulating the number of adoptions their country was conducting. As a result, they drastically slowed their adoptions, causing them to be at a standstill for awhile (about 2 years ago) to figure things out. Today, Ethiopia will not process more than 5 adoptions a day so that they can ensure they have enough time and resources to monitor and evaluate their adoptions. This has limited their adoptions to roughly 1,200/year, but has greatly improved the success of their programs!
So what do I think after all of this?
I don't feel that adoption is the solution. I know that countries must improve their care for their orphans and take ownership of their issues. Developing countries must focus on education (birth control, preventive care, etc.) and work with NGOs to improve the health care in their poorest regions. The world should continue to help these countries improve their infrastructure, economy and health care. As these improve, the number of orphaned children will decrease. This is a long-term, permanent change and solution.
However, in the meantime, I don't think adoptions should stop. I don't think millions of lives should be "sacrificed for the greater good." Not with children. Not with people. Will ongoing adoptions perpetuate the above problems? Maybe. But stopping adoptions will cause millions of children to never have a true chance at a future and an opportunity to strongly impact this world. I strongly believe adoptions should continue IF they are regulated, controlled and used as a last resort for TRUE orphans. At the same time, country development must occur so that the number of orphans in need of adoption decrease.
When Ron and I go to Ethiopia, we're not going to bring much to donate on the first trip, or even the second. We're not going to ask for donations to bring either. But we are selling adoption t-shirts to raise money to donate to UNICEF, a UN organization dedicated to the improvement of the child through education, human rights and health care that will benefit the orphanage Aidan comes from. We want to help reduce the number of orphans but in a broad, permanent way.
Our t-shirts can be found at: http://www.etsy.com/shop/HopeLoveEthiopia. Please note, male and female shirts are available for purchase!
If you order, please specify male/female, size and color on the order form! We hope you enjoy them as much as we enjoyed making them!
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